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God is willing to come to us regardless of our past life. Jesus came to save sinners! We don't need to be saints to look for God and have a personal relationship with Him, but we do need to repent and change our lives. To have a close relationship with the Father we must confess our guilt and work towards a new life of virtue. Note that I said, "work towards" a new life, this is because we cannot become holy overnight, we cannot always undo all our old ways immediately, and God makes allowances for this. In fact, God will reveal our faults to us over a period of time, for if He were to reveal them to us all at once, for some of us, it would be too much to bear. So God allows us to see our true nature a little at a time. The important thing then is our good intent. We shall still make mistakes now and again, but God will always forgive us if we repent and stride forward into the new life that He is granting us. We must never let regrets or our faults cause us to sorrow, this will only slow down our progress in the spiritual life - repent and trust in God's mercy and move on! We must however, at the same time, empty our hearts of all that is opposed to God's grace once we come to recognise the sin. As we grow in the Spirit of Christ our thoughts and desires will change, the Holy Spirit will give us discernment and our lives will become more well-ordered and at peace. Our thoughts will become less earthly and more heavenly; they will become less impulsive and more reflective. We shall have greater wisdom to make the right choices in our lives as our conscience speaks out more clearly.
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